Yesterday noon my mom flew back to Toronto, which has left me with a black mood and a broken heart. You’d think with everything I’ve been through in my life, I’d handle it better… well not really. =(

The distance is murdering us. Everything that I have gained here, all that I love about here, everything that is positive about the collection of migrations I’ve made, at times none of it helps the way I feel. What I’ve lost, what I’ve left behind and what I have to ignore every single day is not a small load. In the perfect world, I would not have had to leave my birth country to start with.

*sigh*…….